“There is no pretending,I love you, and I will love you until I die, and if
there’s a life after that, I’ll love you then.”
-Jace
“I
was trying to go…somewhere, But I kept getting pulled back here. I couldn’t
stop walking, couldn’t stop thinking. About the first time I ever saw you, and
how after that I couldn’t forget you. I wanted to, but I couldn’t stop myself.
I forced Hodge to let me be the one who came to find you and bring you back to
the Institute. And even back then, in that stupid coffee shop, when I saw you
sitting on that couch with Simon, even then
that felt wrong to me—I should
have been the one sitting with you. The one who made you laugh like that. I
couldn’t get rid of that feeling. That it should have been me. And the more I
knew you, the more I felt it—it had never been like that for me before. I’d
always wanted a girl and then gotten to know her and not wanted her anymore,
but with you the feeling just got stronger and stronger until that night when
you showed up at Renwick’s and I knew."